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just a short time on earth to have fun

and fulfill your dreams

fuck every oppinion out there

fuck anyhow we feel obligated to

we are going to fulfill these obligations anyway

we are fucked

we are so deeply socialized beings, you and I, 

that even if we go to cave for 10 years we would still act like our mom told us

so fuck them

I get it, there is no way out of this social fabric of empathy

so fuck everybody

and lets just enjoy stuff and be active

Things tell less and less

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Things tell less and less:

The news impersonal

And from afar; no book

Worth wrenching off the shelf.

Liquor brings dizziness

And food discomfort; all

Music sounds thin and tired,

And what picture could earn a look?

The self drowses in the self

Beyond hope of a visitor.

Desire and those desired

Fade, and no matter:

Memories in decay

Annihilate the day.

There once was an answer:

Up at the stroke of seven,

A turn round the garden

(Breathing deep and slow),

Then work, never mind what,

How small, provided that

It serves another’s good

But once is long ago

And, tell me, how could

Such an answer be less than wrong,

Be right all along?

Vain echoes, desist

~ Kingsley Amis

How should be

isabel muñoz | 1989

Burn yourself to become new

You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame; 

How could you become new if you haven’t first become ashes?

~ Friedrich Nietzsche

I love you – I love myself

A lover asked his beloved,
Do you love yourself more than you love me?
Beloved replied, I have died to myself and I live for you.
I've disappeared from myself and my attributes,
I am present only for you.
I've forgotten all my learnings,
but from knowing you I've become a scholar.
I've lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.
I love myself...I love you.
I love you...I love myself.

~ Rumi

Wisdom is better

Being as pretty as possible every single day

I don't understand how a woman can leave the house without
fixing herself up a little – if only out of politeness.
And then, you never know, maybe that's the day she has a date with destiny.
And it's best to be as pretty as possible for destiny. 

~  Coco Chanel 

We are verbs

If you know what you want to be, then you inevitably become it – that is your punishment,
but if you never know, then you can be anything. There is a truth to that.
We are not nouns, we are verbs.
I am not a thing – an actor, a writer –
I am a person who does things – I write, I act –
and I never know what I am going to do next.
I think you can be imprisoned if you think of yourself as a noun.

~ Stephen Fry